Regarding my last post, it seems even in despair, one can be creative; perhaps the product turns out even better than when one is in a right state of mind. (or maybe not...)
Anyway, long story short: I ended a 'relationship'. In quotes because we were just dating, but he was the first person I courted where he was responsive and reciprocal.
I had a lot of firsts with him. Sigh. I'll live. I'm just a little melodramatic right now.
Welcome to Life.